It never ends well

You sat there today
With your back turned
On me.
Are you ashamed
It didnt work...
It never ends well
With my cyrstal heart
You shattered
Im still drunk on
The words that are my wine
Im still drunk on
The lies that are your own
I still remember
I wont forget
Even though I want to
Wish it all away
I cannot
And Ill still be here
Im not leaving
Anytime soon
If Im gone
Maybe I wont
Be missed by you
But I wouldnt miss you
Either