why do things go the way they do

i wish that he didnt like me
i would rather have him hate me
than like me the way he does
why cant he like her!?
she likes him
they would be happy right?
but do i like him?
no no
or
do i?
no i like the other him.
ya know, the one
i wear his charm around my neck
he is also wearing mine
eventhough not at the moment
cuase i have to make him another one
but its still there...