What I'll miss the most

I can't stand it
When you realize how I felt
I know you hate it
and I can't stand it
When you think you are worthless,
I feel like dying
Cause you're worth a whole lot more
Than me
If I ever saw those Blue eyes crying
I'd probably cry too
Its like I crumble, fall apart
When I see the sadness on your face
It tears away at my heart
Like a memory I can't erase
I see you happy, I want to be too
But a part of me pulls back
When I'm with you
I don't know why I do
Honestly, when I'm gone,
That light of yours
Is the only thing I'll miss